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Saturday, March 24, 2012

Expectation vs Reality~


"There're two parallel lines. The above one I name it as expectation and the one below I name it as reality. Now, what's in between?"



"Hope? Nice. But for me it's not hope. It's disappointment.
Imagine. When you expect that your mark is 80 and the reality is you got 60, isn't that a disappointment?
The higher the expectation from the reality the bigger the space between means more disappointment.
So, to lessen the disappointment either you have to lower your expectation or make more effort to make the reality as expected.
It's the same with doctor patient relationship. When you tell the truth to your patient the expectation will be lower. So the disappointment will be less. This apply when the reality is we as a doctor can't fight with certain diseases.
Now, what if we got above the expectation? I name it as luck.
And, what if we got below the reality? I name it as depression.
See. So, for me it's not hope. It's disappointment."

[Why did i name the space hope? It's because i was thinking that expecting is hoping.]

Nah, saya tuliskan kembali kurang lebih apa yang saya dapat dari round dengan Dr. Rami Al-Azab. =)

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Spread Your Love~


Tema PINTAR untuk bulan Mac: Sebarkan sayangmu. Or spread your love.

If we often talk about love, it won't be special anymore.
But if we never talk, the love may go away.

Spread your love. But don't talk too often. Just do more.

Thursday, March 8, 2012

Post-OSCE Internal Medicine Post~


Nak update. Tp kepala kosong. Camna?

Tetiba rasa nak merapu.

Teddy bear kat atas ni patutnya nama dia bukan Hug Me.
Nama dia ptutnya,
Inspect Me
Palpate Me
Percuss Me
Auscultate Me

Hadiah daripada Kak Lina. First time dapat Teddy untuk birthday gift masa umur 20 tahun. Guna sungguh untuk latihan OSCE. ^_^

Comment for OSCE exam for internal medicine, lack of practice. I have to put more effort. 3ala kulli 7al al7amdulillah. Moga Doctors lembut hati dalam memberi markah.

Surgery is coming soon.... let's be ready for the malignant doctorssss!~

“Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, 
but by the moments that take our breath away”

I love this quote very much. It's like my 22nd birthday gift! Or actually it's more like a reminder towards death..

I always afraid of future. But I know the future will come nevertheless how much it scared me.
So, dear myself, please endure the feelings, create your future and have faith in HIM! Ensyaallah 5eir, biznillah.. =)

Pray for me!

p/s 1: Merapu makan kerapu sungguh.
p/s 2: Doakan untuk Syria! Mereka jihad fizik. Kita jihad ruhi. Moga Allah bantu. Moga Allah pandu.
p/s 3: Abah, Happy 51st Birthday!
p/s 4: Terima kasih untuk ucapan dan doa dari anda semua buat saya. Moga Allah maqbulkan. Moga malaikat meng'ameen'kan.